dasramblings

Well shit, I’m 34 now. It sucks but it’s also cool. It’s cool because for the first time in my life I feel excellent. I’m in a good place with a good job and excellent friends.

Last year at this time I was laid off, had no direction and didn’t know what I was doing. This year I’m sitting in a nice place and being pretty much content.

I guess this past year has taught me to never settle. Always take some chances and go for it. The feeling of accomplishment when things are achieved is unprecedented. I can only hope that 34 to 35 will be even better.

Anyway, that’s all I got. I’m going to try to not get as fucked up in recent weeks so I can go on a tirade about shit.

L8z.

I haven’t written for awhile and for that I apologize.

Why is because I’ve been TOO blasted, too tired or just too damn uninterested to put my fingers to the keyboard.

Tonight I’m awake while everyone is sleeping. It’s annoying. I had a rough day battling the evils of a hangover and when I finally recover everyone is crashed out. I need to get on a better schedule I suppose.

Anyway, um.. fuck.. I have nothing. I need something to go off about. Someone give me an idea or subject and I’ll be more than happy to write something about it.

Ham.

To all of those who read this I just want to wish you a happy new year. May it be prosperous and full of sex. Get some!

To those who have negative things to say or think about me.. I hope a fucking airplane falls on your head and smashes your head straight through your ass. You’re not good enough to associate with me and I hope the pain that I’ve felt throughout my life hits you ten fold.

That being said I’m only buzzed now. I’ve smoked many a smoke and drank many a drink. I may or may not remember this. I’m tired as fuck and my feet feel like they’ve been lit on fire, had midgets dance on them and BBQ’d my toes in acid. However it’s the only way I’m able to stay awake to party.

I had like 4 red bulls and vodka tonight. I also had 2 Monkey Boys as well as Southern at the house and shots. It’s suprising to me that I can still type. I guess anger helps the mood.

Ever been on a good high where you’re feeling good about yourself only to have someone bring you down? That happened to me tonight. I had a great night. Feeling good, making new friends and enjoying what the new year had to bring. One person and one comment ruined it for me. Why do people have to be so petty? Are they unhappy with themselves? I’d love for folks like that to walk in mine or other people’s shoes sometime. We’ll see just has condesending one can be.

Anyway enough of the emo shit… Happy New Year to all and to all a drunken night!

Whats witrh the fucking spam man? I log in to see my comments and theress fucks with “JGRGDFdfgfdgfddssds…////” wanting to approve comments.

I would like them to die in flames with hiv injected needles probing them in the ass while satan sodomizes their mothers. That’s it. I’m drun and may puke.

I’ve been more and more annoyed with Myspace lately. Mainly the fucking “mood updates”.

I don’t care that you’re baking a pie. I don’t give a fuck if you’ve finally figured out that rubix cube. I definitely  could care less if you’re watching T.V. with a frozen chicken up your ass while wearing a loincloth made out of dead Egyptians. (well, that one would be interesting)

Regardless what kind of self-involved fucks feel the need to update people on Myspace of their every move? There’s one person who is ALWAYS complaining with these ambiguous postings about lost love, his depression and how shitty life is. Maybe it would be better if you weren’t such an emo fuck who needs to verbalize his emotions in a pseudo anonymous way on a social networking site.

Facebook is the lesser of two evils but still annoying to me in some respects. Mainly because there’s always that one douchenozzle who feels the need to send you the SAME FUCKING APPLICATION over and over. If I ignored it the past 20.43 times I’m damn well going to do it again. No, I don’t want add the application to put a masturbating elephant-with-AIDS-but-moving-on-with-his-life thing. UGH!

I feel better. Fuck yea. I just vented on the internet to people who may or may not read this.. oh wait..

Irony > me.

Still – Me > you so that makes it right.

It’s about 4 am on a Saturday morn and I am fucking wrecfked. It was hallllloooowweeeenie. I stood on the corner fotr 20 mins and people pissed on my presences. For thatI shall destroy them but I got onion rings.

This is not gold shit but I am back. I am tired and I am drunk despite my excellent typing skills. Smash all.

Weeee..

Slayer.

Slayer x 2 = more Slayer.

OJK. I’m in my new room and UI have a cieling fan! WHAT
??

Anyaway. I’m DASRAMBLING UP IN THIS MOTHERFUCKER

PSU BITCHES!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is all.l Not sober.

Cheese.

As the title says it’s been a bit over a year since I started this blog. I have to say as of now I’m not all that thrilled with the results. When I started this I wanted to make it a popular site with a good amount of traffic. I’ll admit, I wanted to make a few extra bucks from the ads instead of giving it away for free on Myspace.

So, having said that I can’t complain much more. I’ve in State College now living in the Ghaner Commune and enjoying it. I’m surrounded by good people and have a good woman in my life. I dig my job and things are going pretty damn well.

This weekend is another PSU home game so I’ll be drunk as hell I’m sure. I’ll write up a blog one of these nights. I’ve been slacking – I know. That will change soon. I promise.

Spread the word about my site. Old school fucked up blogs will be here soon enough.

As I sit here my house is in shambles – things are packed and ready to move. Tomorrow morning I’ll get the U-Haul and throw most of my large belongings into storage for an unknown amount of time. This is a really weird feeling. I’ve lived in my house for almost 7 years and in the valley my whole life. State College has been good to me so far. It’s a new beginning and I’m enjoying it. I hope it stays that way.

Anyhow, I’m tired and not drunk. There’s a lot to do tomorrow. I figured I’d check in for those who care. If you need to contact me my new email for now is cswarman@gmail.com

Catch you all later.

As some may know I’ll be moving to State College shortly for a new job. I have 5 days to get my shit in order before I start.

Everything was going fine. I have a place to stay there, got a job I wanted, a woman I’m into and life is generally good. I was waiting for the other shoe to drop and it did.

Today I learned that a loan I was looking to get didn’t go through. It happens and I hold no ill will. I did need that loan to fix up my house and get it up to snuff so it can be rented. Now it’s going to be a big pain in the ass and it will take longer than expected since I’ll have to save the cash over time.

The above didn’t bother me half as much as I am now. Here’s why – my neighbor is looking to get into a new place. My place would be perfect because it’s right across the street from them. They’re also willing to do some work as they lived here in lieu of rent discounts. I was told today that they’re willing to do that as I was working around the house. I went as far as to re-arrange everything so they could get in here by the first of next month.

Well about 15 minutes ago I get a knock on the door from one of my neighbors. He tells me that since he won’t get the room he wanted at my place they’re out of the agreement.  So basically as of now I don’t have the cash to do it myself OR people to rent it. So I’ll be paying a mortgage and possibly rent in SC for awhile. Not to mention I’ll be renting to people I probably don’t know and go through that whole hassle.

I just had to rant. I’m so fucking pissed right now it’s just silly.

Anyone want to loan me like 5 grand? Ugh.